Money money I need you.

Who doesn't need money?

Gosh, I don't know where did all my money went to~
Feel so desperate now when thinking of the money in my bank accounts.
I kept thinking of cut down my expenses the whole day. To be honest, I did cut down...
But maybe my weekends make me spend more as I keep on eating luxury foods and shopping...
Sigh~ I am so lame~ Fail to manage my own expenditure. What the....
I don't know what to do now, it is just the starting of this month and I left only a few dollars in my account. I still have to get a blazer for my convocation... etc~
Feel so tired when I have to think of money... In this case, I wish I was young, If only I was young enough, I wouldn't worry about the money~
Lately reading shopaholics, I look as if I am the main character in the book, Rebecca.
Trying so hard to cut down the unnecessary expenses but self-control in shopping still unable to manage well. I keep buying those $10 cheap clothes for myself and those branded shop has been sale for 70%. I just couldn't stop my mind to think about those clothes right now. Maybe I should take some advice from the self-help book...
Those books are for people who is lack of self-control, like me.
Sigh~

Insane..Insane...I am insane!!!

Seriously, there's something wrong with me!

Tomorrow I need to do some inventory stock list and the liquor target purchased from Laurels, Remy Cointreau, etc to my lady boss so that she can do an initial evaluation of my effort.. Hello? effort? *sigh

I wished I'd put in more effort in my job but then sorry to say that, I really don't have the mood to continue anymore~ Why others can work so hard to complete their job but I don't have the heart to do so? well, I'll just try to complete what I have done so far.. since I don't have time! just kill me plz! I don't wanna do..

Zhang Zheng Yue & Tanya - Shi Nian Shi Yi Zhong Bing 思念是一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会 试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己 到底做了什么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试练
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切
那些人事物 会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
Oh 思念是一种病 一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
Oh 思念是一种病 一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会 试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己 到底做了什么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试练
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切
那些人事物 会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
Oh 思念是一种病 一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
Oh 思念是一种病 一种病
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会 试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己 到底做了什么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试练
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切
那些人事物 会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
Oh 思念是一种病 一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
Oh 思念是一种病 一种病

When you on the other side of the hill in my lonely life. On the endless number of lost, no time have found the most important things are the reason why the most important thing has been disappearing after being in the wrong and that is their own fault, they try to say that this is the life of trying to refrain tears or emotional reasons, I should have do not expect the world to stop turning to evade that I know are not only used during the period especially in the night will recall memorable things I think I miss him is a kind of a long time when you can not recover in the canyons on the other side of my lonely road often feel no end in your ears after breathing has never feel your heart mouth of self precarious campers forget the needs of people around the pretext of love and concern always pull far from the quiet we unconsciously always complain about counterproductive but unwilling to look at themselves think of our own in the end done a very stupid thing Dai perhaps God gave me this is only a test wounds will need to spend a little time just miss the past all those things I will be away from the disappearing and we will eventually become memories away from the yearning is a kind of oh oh miss disease is a type of disease duration of disease did not say I love you, how long did not hug your loved one when the world is not only that Dai beautiful love can let him better I believe that all of the time who have other nuisance Do not let the unpleasant nuisance stop the footsteps of things you do not frightened frightened that you continue to do everything Do not regret time.

When a GUY...

When a GUY is quiet and alone,
He’s is thinking how good you’re, Miss you!!!

When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.

When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves you and how important you’re.

When a GUY answers "I’m Fine" after awhile,
He is not and feels hurts.

When a GUY keep asking you the same question,
He is wondering why you are lying.

When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belongs to him forever.

When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how are you today.

When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.

When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.

When a GUY says that he can’t live without you,
He has made up his mind that you are his future wife.

When a GUY says "I Miss You",
He wants to see you immeditely.

If a guy who are what show from above, so as a girl you must know how to show your love, care and concern to him. It's lucky to have this perfect GUY!

FOUR LEAVE CLOVER POEM

I know a place where the sun is like gold
and the cherries bloom forth in the snow;
And down undernealth is the loveliest place,
Where the four- leaf clovers grow.
One leaf is for FAITH,
And one is for HOPE,
And one is for LOVE you know;
And GOD put another in for LUCK:
If you search you will find where they grow
But you must have FAITH,
And you must have HOPE,
You must LOVE and be strong and so…
If you work and you wait, you will find the place
Where the FOUR-LEAF CLOVERS grow!

Love doesn't exist in this world, what we called love is only making use of each other. Humans are so greedy and they don't even know the word call - treasure. So, I hope that I didn't make the wrong choice this time. I really feel regret for easily trust other person, I hope that I won't make any mistakes again.

I choose to believe in him~

Although, his female friends are more than his male friends, I will still choose to believe him.
Am I too stupid? GOSH~

I don't know why I can't stop envy-ing others people. *sigh!
Please don't make till I start to jealous. Please God!

Another Grandma's Stories.

Hmm... maybe you might think it sound ridiculous, base on my instinct. He once told me he want to reconsider about our relationship. He is starting to see flaws in me, and also our behaviour is different and so is our ideals. I also accidentally saw him messaging his girls friend during the time we quarrel, but I don't know what is the content of the message. Sometimes I am thinking am I too sensitive. Sometimes he did something that makes me feel he really loves me, but sometimes I feel that he doesn't love me anymore. Though we are okay now after the cool off period, but sometimes I feel that he is keeping something from me. Maybe I think too much or what, but I felt that it was justified since he had done some stuff which almost ruined our relationship. My friends also not much so I tend to think a lot.

Sometimes I am really confuse, we are together for almost a year. But I found him really a good guy. Sometimes I am wondering he is making more female friends is it because just in case this relationship doesn't work out at least he has other option. For me, I do not have any option, because my working hours are long, exposure are not wide. And my communication with guys are not that good. also I really love this bf :( And yes, he loves me and dote on me as well, but so? this is not good enough. I dont need to be someone whom will leave me anytime.

I've tried to talk things out but he is the type who doesn't want to say something to hurt me. If he doesn't want to tell me, no matter how I probe, he will give all kind of excuses. I really don't know what should I do.

If being together without the same vision or future plans is really quite taxing. Like hoping that the party will see things the same way as you one day, waiting for him/her to walk the same path with you and etc.

Maybe I should just take some time off to think about it.

baby is back!

Finally, my baby is back! So happy! :) hehehehe...
The happiest thing is I'm able to hug him..
Koala from my ♥

ANYWAY, I LOVE MY KOALA~
This koala is given by my beloved. Hehehe..
He bought from Adelaide. Love this koala so much~
As much as I love my ♥. :)

Missing him..

Yeah, he's my LOVE.

I am missing my love now. :(
It has been 215863214876513204 years never meet him. lol. I am kidding. :p~
Just for 2 weeks. not so long but still, for me, it's like 2 years. T______T
But, it's alright, he's coming back soon :) and I can't wait to see him! Yeahhh~~~ Happy Happy!!! ^o^
UUhhhhh.... I've been waiting for the day to come, and finally it's coming soon... xDDD heheh... My baby will be back soon. And Yes, I would like to give him a big hug *blush*


2 days more to go.

THREE DAYS MORE TO GO!

THREE DAYS MORE TO GO! THREE DAYS MORE TO GO! THREE DAYS MORE TO GO!

I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE! HAHAHAHA!!!

Another lollies gathering :)

On Saturday, 4th July 2009

We had a wonderful dinner @ De Patros
We updated our story since we've been so long never update our story. xDDD

the shadow of us :D

loezy and me

I miss my fringe :(

come on, let's have a nice pose everybody (crazy)lol

loez. yudz. tynz. rynz

Rustin, Loezy and I

Rustin and Myself

THAT'S ALL! hahaha.