Monday, March 30, 2009

WHY BABY?

Yesterday, I quarreled with my boyfriend. :( Damn it! I really hate myself. I couldn't make him feel happy being with me. I am so sad! :(

Why we can't spend our day happily?
Are we really not suitable for each other?

Friday, March 27, 2009

The Last Day of My Favourite Teacher

I don't know why I feel so sad when I know my favourite teacher are not going to teach us.
He's funny as the way he is.
OMG... Alright, don't get me wrong, he has already married ok?

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Peter is going to leave us.

I've heard from a classmate this morning, she said that our teacher is going to leave us soon and he felt insecurities with this Job. We all know that he loves his students, but he has no choice because of our headmaster never gave any contract for him to sign..

I don't know why she never feel satisfied with what she had now as in a good teacher are right in front of her.

*sigh!

Friday, March 13, 2009

Everything has changed!

Everything has changed! Even myself. Well, this is nothing to be

It will go against my principle.


What would do to get noticed by a guy you like?

I'd just be myself. The person has to like me for who I am.


Describe your dream guy to us, then.I'm not too picky. He has to be intelligent but not too serious. He also has to be outgoing and he does need to know how to look after himself and his body.



It's his eyes, I know I can't control them.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Feel so damn suck!

Today I don't feel quite right. The feeling of weird. It has been too much that causes a discomfort to my lifestyle..
Instead of feeling slight upset.. I'm feeling weird.. so weird that it has become an indescribable feelings that have ever felt… This weird feeling overthrown the saddness within and sat me down to think what could have really happened…

PLUS she never has her 6th senses fail on her.. She just feels the weird feelings of that something are more than what it seems..

I'm gonna settle down my feelings first ((or say give it 1 chance)) before drawing an irrational conclusion into a “false sense”..

AND also before make things too late for apologies.. :) Basically, it has gotten more complicated than before and has implicated too many people/$$/time/effort and u know what.. SO, it is just too weird to be true..

It is.. just a warning ..

Monday, March 9, 2009

Recently, there have so many thing happened in my life. :(

Everything has changed, even myself. WHY?????????? I hate that!!!!

Us against the world. :D

-
Errmm,

I'm not completely happy with what my life is now. T_T In fact, such thing makes me fed up sometimes. For your information, there's nothing wrong with my current relationship with my boyfriend. Just something personal but I think it should be okay for me to type it out. (:

It's been awhile since I really contact my friends. If you know me well enough, I really suck at planning stuff and all. In short, I neglected quite a number of them for the past few months. If you understand, you will definitely understand all. But if you don't, it's alright. I won’t blame you, man!

Alright!

Have you guys ever thought about what your friends are doing now was once what you had done to them? And they hate that feeling so much for what you have done. Yet, they don't remember that they actually did the same thing you did before? Well, I think we should spend time to reflect on ourselves more than commenting on what others have done to you that makes you unhappy. Agree or disagree is all up to you. This is just my point of view. :D

I don't really like to confess my feeling in my post. And I think this is the first time am doing it. Not much, though.

AH MAY STILL LOVE YOU ALL AS MUCH AS LAST TIME, OKAY?
Just blame it on me. :(

Give your best to relationship, guys!

A boy and a girl were playing together. The boy had a collection of marbles. The girl had some sweets with her.
The boy told the girl that he will give her all his marbles in exchange for her sweets. The girl agreed. The boy kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the girl. The girl gave him all her sweets as she had promised.
That night, the girl slept peacefully. But the boy couldn’t sleep as he kept wondering if the girl had hidden some sweets from him the way he had hidden his best marble.
Moral of the story:
If you don’t give your hundred percent in a relationship, you’ll always keep doubting if the other person has given his/her hundred percent..
This is applicable for any relationship like love, employer-employee relationship etc., Give your hundred percent to everything you do and sleep peacefully.

P.S: I will give my 99.99% to my LOVE and the rest of the percentage I will keep for myself to stay alive and love him :)

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

The Unperfect Me! :(

I'm extremely self-conscious about my legs, because I've got the broad choppy legs of an athletic boy and full of scars. To start with, I'm currently living in Singapore and everywhere I go, I see girls wearing those "oh-so-in" short pants and I just can't help but feel how I wish that I can wear those pants as well. It's stylish, I'll admit that. I seldom wear short pants and it just makes me feel worse because as a child, my relatives would often complement me on my legs. But nobody ever told me that it'll scar whenever we scratch, so now it's become a bad habit of mine to scratch subconsciously every time I get bitten by mosquitoes. Now my scars are filled with black spots and I have hundreds of polka-dots on my legs. They're from scratching, shaving, cuts...everything! Also my legs bruise so easily and the marks never go away. I'm left with these ugly purple marks that can get really dark. I have them on my arms as well. I'm so embarrassed of my skin. It makes me feel so uncomfortable and don't have much confidence to face the world.

As a woman I like to dress like a woman, wear shorts, shirt, and dresses. I can't even go to the beach and swim which I love so much. I can't wear a swimming suit or even shorts. Therefore, I'm always wearing jeans and it gets hot wearing long pants. I am tired of hiding my legs under those jeans. I enjoy wearing dresses, but I walk really fast in them to avoid anyone getting a glimpse of my legs. I really wish I could have nice sexy legs like those models.