I love the way you are. :] ♥

How do I live without you ? - I want to know.
How do I breathe without you ? - If you ever go.

The sky is so blue ~ The sea is so green ~
But somehow my world seemed so innocent now than ever.

He always dote on me so much by giving me whatever I want.
I sent baby off to Airport yesterday. It's always so hard to say goodbye to your beloved. :"( Iam so sad. Used to do things together with him, used to watch movie and play game late at night, now I am alone. But I know his heart will always be with me! :) However, I'll be waiting for him to come back from Adelaide.. ♥

Video made by me - to ♥

I have been spending the whole week made this video. And finally, I've finished it! :)
Baby, all those words are really from my heart.

I LOVE YOU BABY!

*hope LOVE would like it :)

Another great weekend

The whole day I had been eating seafood yesterday. lol.
An early in the morning, I guided my friends to Batam which is my hometown. lol.
(I was a tour guide, u know??!!) hahaha...

After reached Batam, I brought them directly to my home sweet home and sleep, they were so tired after finished work and haven't sleep at all. If not, they probably will be fainted in the middle of the road, shopping mall or somewhere. hahaha... So, while they were sleeping, I checked out my blog, facebook, friendster, etc etc. lol... for at least 2 hours, I woke them up. so sorry.. but the bus had already reached and our time is money.. :( I knew that 2 hours were still not enough for you guys, but I am really sorry... :( Because of sorry, I decided to treat them a meal. lol.. we went to 933 there eat seafood. well, you guys must be think that, where got 933 sell seafood. lol.. In Batam, has one seafood restaurant that named as 933. :D Okay, let's go back to the story, we ordered lots and I ate lots as well, ate until my belly was going to explode + I have to drink the coconut drink which was JianGuo ordered. he's too picky. Really... Sigh.. don't feel like to talk about it. I tried to talk some funny stuff at that time and I knew that they were trying too hard to smile. (felt a little bit guilty) sorryyy~ :(

After eating, we went Nagoya Hill and BCS shopping. lol.. It was fun for me but not for them, they had no mood to shop. lol. Well, at BCS, I bought a pair of shoes and it costs me Rp. 50,000/- only. hehehe.. so cheap rite? ;p~ then after that we went to MEGAMALL, was eating A&W while waiting for the timing of our ferry. :D

On the ferry I slept till didn't know I've reached Singapore, my friends were woken me up. lol. :D Well, after reached Singapore, LOVE came and fetched me. From Harbour Front to East Coast Park for almost an hour I think, hahaha... We went there for meeting up with the guild leader who comes from JAPAN and some of the WOW gamers. lol... I also don't know how to explain. I don't know them at all. and I was too tired to talk as well. So I just kept smiling and laughing for what they said or they talked about. It was fun and we took some photos, but I only upload two. lol. because the rest were not very nice. :)

I had a really wonderful and tiring weekend as well. xDD

I’m Happy You’re My Dad

I feel safe when you are with me;
You show me fun things to do;
You make my life much better;
The best father I know is you.

I’m happy you’re my Dad
And so I want to say
I love you, Dad, and wish you
A Happy Father’s Day!


Although, above all is my wish to have this type of Daddy, in my heart, you will always the best. :)

DON’T SHOUT AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When I am slow,
When Ii am taking time to grow
Don’t shout at me !
When I am forgetful when i am not that wonderful
Don’t shout at me!
When my answers are not quite right
When I seem to be not so bright
Don’t shout at me!
When my names I don’t wish to tell
When I don’t colour so well
Don’t shout at me!
When I can’t …. and it's not when I won’t
Even then…..Don’t
DON’T SHOUT AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Enjoy the day with you baby!

Thank you :) I had a wonderful day yesterday :) hehehe~
I just bought 2 pair shorts but i felt like i spent a lot of bucks today.
I wonder why? hmm.. Probably, it's because don't feel like spending money.

I want an iPhone and camera :( but shall wait until i have enough money for it...

After bugis, was suppose to go home after we parted but bb and i went to ION to shop more.. but end up not buying anything also cos we cannot find what we intend to buy. Hahaha

As always ^^ I love you baby.. You're the best ♥♥♥

All About Me

I've just taken a quiz from FACEBOOK.
It was all about me. :D

1. How passionate am I?
My Passion Type:
I mix passion with pragmatism
Key Traits: open, sensitive, balanced, empathetic, loyal, thoughtful Introspective and self-aware, I have a solid grip on my emotions. My friends and family consider me "the rock" they can turn to and lean on during tough times. Part of that trust comes from the fact that I always try my best to say what I mean and mean what I say. This is part of my healthy outlook on life, love and work. Hard work is important, but remember to listen to my instinct when it tells me to take a step back and enjoy the quiet moments. There are certain things that I will always be passionate about, whether it's a certain cuisine, a type of music, or a particular sport. On the flipside, there are also things that will never interest me. But that's OK. My romantic partner appreciates my unwavering sensibility, my balanced temperament, and consistent signs of love and care.

2. Which way do I learn?
My Leaning:
I'm a combo platter.
Life is full of choices. And it seems I choose a little of this and a little of that, like maybe half a LEAN POCKETS® brand Chicken Parmesan sandwich and half a LEAN POCKETS® brand Made with Whole Grain Ham & Cheddar. They've got taste and nutrition, so I can choose amazing flavors and a healthier me, and end up with a delicious sandwich fun either way.

3. Am I a player?
My Player Type
The High Roller
Passionate and tricky, I am the Joker in the deck of life. My success often resembles a roller coaster ride and relies a lot on luck. I'm great at recognizing opportunity and acting on it quickly. While my luck may vary, no one is surprised to see I hit it big. Be sure to not let my ambition get the best of me, "going big or going home" is not my only option.

4. Girly girl or sexy tomboy?
Your Sorority Life
I am the Life of the Party.
If there is a party, I'm at it, likely in the center of the madness. I live in the moment. My best friends try to keep up and are jealous of my wild spirit. My dating life is crazy and sexy (just like me). I look for men that can handle my energy, but at times you need someone mellow to keep me grounded. When it comes to dating, I'll give any guy a shot, once! Is sorority life for me? Yeah! Some girls will join my party posse; others will wait up to hear my juicy stories.

5. Personal Visual Quiz
My Emotional Type
Friends and family are the most important people in my life. I'm good about keeping track of birthdays, people appreciate that I care about them.

My Intellectual Type
Checking out an art gallery or concert is my idea of a good time. Friends turn to me when they want to know what's going on in town.

My Physical Type
Sunny days are not lost on me. If I get the chance, I hit the beach or the mountains to enjoy the fresh air.

The one who love and care.

The guy who loves you, if he can’t always see you,
he will try to make himself busy, for not to have any time to remember you, because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.

The guy who loves you, can’t tell you the reason why he loves you. He only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who loves you, seldom praises you, but in his heart, you are the best, only he knows it.

The guy who loves you, will scold or complaint if you didn’t reply his message but doesnt others, because he cares.

The guy who loves you, only drop his tears in front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart, the heart which beat for you.

The guy who loves you, will remember every word u said, even if its accidentally, and he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you, will not give any promise that easily, because they don’t want to break the promise, they want you to believe him and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who loves you, always tell you not to think too much, because they already plan it for you, he wants to give u the best life in the future, he wants to give you a suprise, believe him that he can do it.

The guy who loves you, will go to the airport to fetch you, he won’t carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. but he will carry your luggage and ask you, " why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.

The guy who loves you, will listen quietly to you, when you are mad, and when you finished, he will say, you still got class tomorrow, sleep early, with a smile.

The guy who loves you, don’t know that whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will sent a essage to you after few hours, if you asked him why he call that late, he will say, when you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works.

The guy who loves you, always call you little girl, but everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you, don’t like little toys like teddy bear, but he will always put the bear you gave him on his bed.

The guy who loves you, while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably, although you are the one who’s wrong, and later, he will sent a message to you with "baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it yourself."

The guy who loves you, while really miss you, he will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you stupidly under your apartment but he never knows, what he bought is daisy, but doesn’t matter, because in his heart, that are roses.

Girls in crush, love, do you think the guy who’s beside you do really love you? If yes, wish you have the happiest day ever after.

You

From every wound there is a scar, and every scar tells a story.
A story that says, I survived.

Your failures won't hurt you until you start blaming them on others.

Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else.
when i cover my eyes, still all i see is you.

Should i use stiff or regular shaft?

Thank You!

ALONE-LONELY-EMPTY!!!!

I don't know I just feel lonely in this emptiness. NO ONE can replace him in my heart or my life. BB, you're irreplaceable. IN THIS PERIOD, I just got to accept that and move on. I miss him. I love him. I 'm strong though. I'm in the stage where I'll be a BIG GIRL. Don't cry! Accept the experience for what it was and let it go. Most of all I'm working on not thinking about him. LOVE is a terrible thing to waste.

All the best for him.

Wow... ♥ is going to have an exam tomorrow. Jiayouuu ~

my ♥ is studying so hard this whole week. I am hoping he would pass his exam :) Jiayou ♥!!!
I will always be here for you as I promise! I love you. many more years to come. :)

10 Reasons to be single & in a relationship

10 Reasons to be single:

1.No one will disagree with your future planning.
2.You can do whatever you want.
3.Eat whatever you like.
4.Use your money whenever you like.
5.Only wash your own dishes.
6.Do your own laundry.
7.......

10 reasons to be in a relationship:

1.There will be someone hugging whenever you got problem.
2.Someone listen to every single thing that you mentioned.
3.Someone helps you with the laundry when you are hectic.
4.Same goes to the dishes.
5.Someone makes you laugh and talk with you.
6.Weekend is always full of planning.
7.Someone you can cook to.
8.Someone cook for you.
9.Someone smiles at you when you get home from work.
10.Dinner wherever you can....with his approval.

Sigh... I have more reasons to be in a relationship than single, I suppose, I still like the situation now. Just be tolerate my dear, and try to listen to what he wants. Just goes by the flow and try your best.

Moody me

Feeling a bit moody today. Gosh... suppose to had a good conversation with ♥ but end up.... *sigh!!

So sorry, I am too selfish and self-centered. I shouldn't just think about myself instead of think about what you might want and what you are feeling.

To ♥, I might be not a good gf, but I am always trying to be good. So sorry, bb....

I wanna be your chou chou!!! :(

PRomises

I cannot promise you that
*I will not change
I cannot promise you that
*I will not have many different moods
I cannot promise you that
*I will not hurt your feelings sometimes
I cannot promise you that
*I will not be erratic
I cannot promise you that
*I will always be strong
I cannot promise you that
*my faults will not show
But -
I do promise you that
>I will always be supportive of you
I do promise you that
>I will share all my thoughts
and feelings with you
I do promise you that
>I will give you freedom to be yourself
I do promise you that
>I will understand everything that you do
I do promise you that
>I will be completely honest with you
I do promise you that
>I will laugh and cry with you
I do promise you that
>I will help you achieve all your goals
But -
most of all
I do promise you that
>>>I will love you.. :(

When will you change for me?

I know I am not supposed to ask you to change it for me, but how long do you need or want me to control your stubborness and your BU LAO SHI? When will you quit the bad habits? I really hope you would be able to quit your bad habits for better to come in the future.. Really hope to have our AN LE WUO.. Can you be a responsible man for years to come, baby????????

I am not his Cinderella anymore.

I thought I've found a guy that proved to me that they're not all the same, but I was wrong, the time for being cinderella is over and soon it will disappear.

To be honest, my heart hurts like hell right now.


ARGH!

I want to scream loud at th top of my lungs right now!

说好的幸福呐?

Verse 1:

你的绘画凌乱着
Ni de hui hua ling luan zhe

Your drawing is in a mess

在这个时刻
Zai zhe ge shi ke
At this moment in time

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽

Wo xiang qi pen quan pang de bai ge
I thought of the pigeon beside the fountain

甜蜜散乱了.
Tian mi san luan le.

The sweetness has
scattered.

Verse 2:

情绪莫名的拉扯
Qing xu mo ming de la che

A mysterious tugging of my emotions

我还爱你呐

Wo hai ai ni na

I am still in love with you

伴你断断续续唱着歌

Ban ni duan duan xu xu chang zhe ge
Accompanying your singing here and there

假装没事了.
Jia zhuang mei shi le.

Pretend that everything is now alright.

Verse 3:时间过了走了

Shi jian guo le zou le

Time has passed and gone

爱情面临选择
Ai qing mian le xuan ze
Love is faced with choices

你冷了却了我哭了
Ni leng le que le wo ku le

Youve become cold and Ive cried

一开始的不快乐
Yi kai shi de bu kuai le

The unhappiness at the beginning

你用卡片拭写着

Ni yong ka pian shi xie zhe

You had wrote them on a post card

有些爱只给到这真的痛了.

You xie ai zhi gei dao zhe zhen de tong le.
Sometimes love can only be like this and it is really painful.

Chorus 1:

怎麽了. 你累了. 说好的. 幸福呐.

Zen mo le. Ni lei le. Shuo hao de. Xin fu na.
What happened. Youre tired. Hadnt we agreed. To have happiness.

我懂了. 不说了. 爱淡了. 梦淹了.

Wo dong le. Bu shuo le. Ai dan le. Meng yan le.
I understood. Dont say anymore. My dreams have sunk.

开心与不开心. 一一叙说着. 你在不舍.

Kai xin yu bu kai xin. Yi yi xu shuo zhe. Ni zai bu she.

Being happy and not, narrating them one after another, you cant bear it.

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻. 我都还记得

Na xie ai guo di gan jue dou tai shen ke. Wo dou hai ji de.

Those feelings of love are too deep. I still remember them.

Chorus 2:
你不等了. 说好的. 幸福呐.
Ni bu deng le. Shuo hao de. Xing fu na.

Youre not waiting anymore. Hadnt we agreed. To have happiness.

我错了. 泪干了. 放手了. 后悔了.

Wo cuo le. Lei gan le. Fang shou le. Hou hui le.

I have wronged. My tears had dried. I had to let go. And I had regret.

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.

Zhi shi hui yi di yin yue he hai xuan zhuan zhe
Only that musical box of memories that continue to play itself.

要怎么停呢?

Yao zen me ting ne?

How can I make it stop?

Repeat Verse 1 to 3.
Repeat Chorus 1 to 2.

Chorus 3:
怎麽了. 你累了. 说好的. 幸福呐.

Zen mo le. Ni lei le. Shuo hao de. Xin fu na.
What happened. Youre tired. Hadnt we agreed. To have happiness.

我懂了. 不说了. 爱淡了. 梦淹了.

Wo dong le. Bu shuo le. Ai dan le. Meng yan le.
I understood. Dont say anymore. Our Love had weakened. My dreams have sunk.

我都还记得
Wo dou hai ji de.

I still remember them.

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