Sunday, September 20, 2009

Unrealistic Lie

Today is a drastic day and so dramatic for me.. I am sorry but I just don't believe what had happened.. it is too unrealistic..

YOU think that i have a lot of suitor? no lor.. =( this kinda things is all about fate, destiny, time and the chemistry ma.. ha! ha! Sigh.. It took me 2 years to find someone I feels.. and you have to do this to me..

After some calming down session.. MC gonna drown herself in study, work and money.. Will she move on? don't know.. She just gonna be study and work work work.. Yup and I find that this feeling can't be help.. coz I've been like this for the week.. I can’t feel a thing .. walk around and suddenly stop and day-dream.. Poor in memory and lost in the things I do halfway.. oh my God~!!!

THERE IS NO HEAD n TAIL to what I am talking cos I don't really want to let people know what had happened to me.. Just take it as I need to say something n I just talking nonsenses bah..

BUT ALL THESE HAPPENED BEFORE I KNOW A “TRUTH” that he calls it… Yup!!

Sometime I'd rather things are clearer and more obvious.. and I'm glad that he allows me to be frank and stay true in my bloggie.. Hence, you've told me you got something to tell.. I was blurred…

WE ARE NOT TALKING ABOUT KNOWING EACH OTHER..
WE ARE TALKING ABOUT FEELINGS NOW..
I DO NOT NEED TO REALLY KNOW U..
TO KNOW HOW IT FEELS..
LISTEN TO YOUR HEART BEFORE YOU SAY GOODBYE..
WILL YOU LIVE HAPPIER WITHOUT ME?
IF YES, I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK!!!!!

OK LIAO.. DONE.. MC is gonna get better after too many many things on hands to settle… Gonna continue her work!! nothing more interesting to write about this.. so stop kapo-ing.. thanks! :)

Yea, that’s just a life

LIFE... it cannot be force and I accepted it.. =)
Things will get better and life has to go on..
I choose to control my life.. and not losing control...

*maybe I hate myself for the past days … but I never regret it.. cos it all comes from my heart .. sincerely to him..*

I am happy during these moments.. As much as I wants to cherish it.. He gave up.. I tried my best and gave him my best since it is not meant to be then I just have to accept this life.. If we are meant to be, turn one big round also will be together. :)*

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