alone NOT EQUAL loneliness...
MC realized new things through reading.. and she is respecting it =)
May is a people-people person .. meaning she can’t really do things alone.. but today she did.. went to TIMES today and brought 2 books … went over to Clarke Quay .. sat by the riverside and start to read..
hour after hours has past .. from 8pm till midnight … she sat ALONE .. Silly her forget to bring jacket and with the strong cold wind blow, she is feeling a bit headache and slight flu at home now.. AND the hard concrete floor too.. omg~!! can add pillow anot? *pengz* next time she will remember to bring jacket!! =)
Even when she realized the hard truth, she will still go back to the same spot to read each month.. it is only then she feels relax..
don’t want to write too much about my feelings about last night.. something is better left unsaid.. and what meant to be will be..
and MC accepted that..
She will try to do this silent reading / meditations often.. She doesn’t think that time is wasted as long as she knows what she is doing.. *a bit unsure about some stuffs but she believed she will see the light when it is time..*
Love my 2 new books brought from BORDER and it cost me $69 =X but MC gonna finish reading it.. Cos whenever she lost something, she will read to gain more this way.. And she will cultivate the habits of readings from now on as well.. =P
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