我的幸福

not knowing what will turn out between MC & her baby

but she is really contented with what she has now..
this little memories will always be in her heart..
and she is really grateful of her baby
for giving her life..

hope we both found back our
ultimate happiness..

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How to Regain Trust in Someone That We Love?

When someone has lost your trust, there are times when you need to learn to let go of your mid-trust or not. This article will teach you how to discern the differences between the two and how to trust again if you need to.

These are the steps:

First of all, you have to determine whether it's worth it.
1.List all of the reasons you currently don't trust the person.
2.Rate the items on the list on a 1-3 scale of how severe they were (see tips for examples of severity). This is your most important consideration. Even one item in the major category can destroy a friendship.
3.Review the length of your list. If it only has one or two minor-medium offenses, then perhaps working on regaining your trust is a good idea. On the other hand, if the list is long then perhaps you need to reconsider trusting the person, at least for the time being.
4.Determine how long ago the last offense occurred. Events that happened a long time ago should more than likely be forgiven. For example if your boyfriend or girlfriend was stolen 3-5 years ago, perhaps it's time to begin the healing process and forgive them.

Do you still smell it?

Yes, definitely, because it is still burning inside.
I just want to scream. ARGHHHHH~~~~~~

Eventhough I had some fun today, I would say yesterday was the best day in my life.
It was the day that I burned some but it cooled aftewards.
I truely had fun and laughed my heart out.
Fine, my liver too.

And my bad habit of becoming moody is back again.
Mood swings.
It always happens when there is no balance between negative and postivie in my life.
I havent been mooody loads but now I am.
And it sucks.
It's not like I'm moody because of the situation I am in.
It's just that. The thoughts.
they go through my mind and they make me burn.

It's like the feeling of bottling up your feelings?
I blog and write stuff on my microsoft. happy and sad.
but I still feel like I'm bottling it up.
I tell people.
But I stll feel like that.
I write and I still do.
What am I suppose to do?

I think I keep my blog on private for a while.
So I wont bother about blogging.
To get my mind off stupid blogging.

I never give Attention Seekers Attention.
Unless, I find it funny and wish to play along.
I tend to ignore and I get iritated.

and this week, I realised I don't like sharing.
Not at all.
Maybe just to a few but not alot.
Sometimes I wonder when people tell lies, do they really consider the consequences after telling lies?
Do they care?
Anyway, I won't say anymore about it because I'm burning already.

And I don't feel like talking about what I have blogged in real life today.
This is the essence of blogging.
Displaying emotions and words which are difficult to comprehend in my real life.

I am going to go with a heavy heart.
Which is, yes, burning.

and, I Hate Life.

THE POWER OF WORDS.
1. An encouraging word to someone who is down can encourage them to achieve their goal.
2. A destructive word to someone who is down can have negative effects. Be careful of what you say.
The quote below was sent to me by Master Mark Russell. His quote describes “words” very accurately:
“Words:
The Snow may look smooth and soft,
but the rocks underneath are sharp!”
One last point,
Are your words encouraging?

That Same Time of Year.

I don't know why every year something sets me in a spiral of depression.
Although it may be true, some years are better than others...but it doesn't make any differences.

Around this time of year I always get in a real bad funk. I am not sure if it is a seasonal depression or what. Sounds funny I am totally aware...but it is true.

To me, feeling this way has become the top of the depression that I have to deal with everyday.
My temper getting worse and worse each day. It is really hard for people around me. Especially my baby. I don't know how he deals with it at times.

It isn't like there is one thing that has happen to set me off around this time of year.
There is a lot that I have gone through...but honestly I can't put my finger on it. It is very frustrating.

I think it will be different each year or at least better...and it is the same thing over and over...I really dread this time of year.

I hate suprises because I am afraid of disappointment!!!!

DON'T Lie... & that's the Truth.

If someone is scratching their nose, their eyes, tugging at an ear and looking away a lot, you might not believe all they are saying. Honesty is still the best policy regardless of how confident and convincing you may sound, if you are lying your body will send out contradictory signals that will alert others to your deliberate deception.

Our attitudes and emotions are continually revealed on our faces and, most of the time, we are completely unaware of it. When we're trying to conceal a lie, or a certain thought flashes into our mind, it can be shown for a split second on our face.


P.S: Don't lie okay?

Nothing much. Just a short post, I am missing my dude right now~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ hehehe..

WTH.. Picture can describe everything. :(

LEENDRO - The Photographer

When I've got nothing to do, I tried to edit some photos using my Photoshop Element 7.0 :D
It was FUN!!!!!!!!!!!

edited by me

THE TITLE is It has to be changed

We have to write an essay today and it was about "Visa regulations should be relaxed for overseas students. To what extent do you agree or disagree?",

And, I've found one of my classmates wrote the best essay!
I've read it and it's good! Good in the tenses :)

Okay, stop talking nonsense. :D

Here we go~

"IT HAS TO BE CHANGED"

Are you an overseas student? Well, I am and I am still holding a student visa in this country. But, holding this pass means that you are abidding by the local law and you cannot do anything you want. It is true that we should obey the law wherever we go, however there are still some unreasonable laws that I think we should not follow. The government has to change them.

Firstly, we cannot take leave whenever we want to, if you are sick! You have to get an MC from a doctor which can cost you a buck! You cannot just say, "Oh, I'll be fine after resting at home and I don't need a doctor", the government won't accept that, they need to see the proof, they want you to show them the so called "Medical Certificate" to prove you are sick! So, as for many overseas students, they would rather endure their pain and attend the class than paying expensively to see the doctor and get the MC. You can be sich and rest peacefully only on weekends and holidays, so if you want to get sick, check your calendar first.

Secondly, we are prohibited from doing part time job. There are no such rules in other countries! The government is afraid that some people might use the student visa just to work in their country, but that is not true at all! In fact, part time job can help students from poor families to lighten their family burden. If you won't let students work than indirectly you mean that poor people can't study in your country and that is MASSIVE DISCRIMINATION! Although, it may be true that some schools offer study grants for students with good merit, the study grant is very limited, it can't help all the students. How about a study loan from the bank? Is it useful? Is it easy to get? But the most important question is, when can we return all the money plus the interest? Why won't the government let us work? This would lighten the burden for the students and we can study in a more relaxed athmosphere.

Shakesphere said, education is the most important thing for humans. Without education, a human is just an empty-shell. So, the process of acquiring knowledge should be a fun and relaxed. The government must change the current rules for the student visa so that learning will be easier for all of us.

~The End~

How do you think? Do you think his essay is good? :)

Busy weekend but it was a happy Saturday and Sunday!

On Saturdat night.
Didn't sleep at all after came back from AMK HUB with my bb. We watched "Scandal Makers".
It was another great movie :)
I love the girl and her son. Both of them are so cute. lol. Like mother like son, especially their eyes. Really... I laughed and cried while watching that movie. So touched! ^^

On Sunday.
Didn't even know why, I can't sleep. I guess I was missing my bb so much at that time. :(
So I decided to go to his place and bought breakfast for him.
Was suppose to meet up at 8am but I reached his place at 7.30 am (30 minutes earlier)
He was having a big headache since Saturday and I was so tiring , I fell asleep on the Sofa. After
Went out with some of my classmates. We went to ION which is a new Sopping Mall at Orchard. That's all.

SERIOUSLY, ENJOYED MYSELF SO MUCH! :)

WHAT IS LIFE ALL ABOUT?

Have you ever gotten up in the morning and asked yourself the question: "What in the world is life all about? What is worthwhile? I get up and go through the same routine day after day. What for?"

Seriously, can anyone tell me what is life all about? What is worthwhile? What is junk? We have only one life to live and we want to make the most of it, but how can we accomplish this, with the energy and resources we have? What in life can we afford to let go of?

If we think about it, is plain: Let's go of anything we can't carry with us into eternal life!

1. What about pretense? Are we 'pretenders'?
Do we pretend to be something, someone we are not? Do outsiders see a different 'us' than our family sees? "Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven." Matthew 5:16 Eternity is not for pretenders.

2. What about worry? "Do we worry about things that MAY happen?"
Leave the future to God. We don't know what the future holds, but we know Who holds the future.

3. Are we discontented?
We must make the best of what we have, without complaining.

4. Are we always wanting something better?
If we look around, we can always find someone worse off than ourselves.

5. Are we self-seeking? Are we like a two-year-old, always looking out for Number One?
"In eternal life there is no greed. One hears of neither 'mine' nor 'thine'. As you know, we might be the luckiest person in this world. All things are for all."

Now here are some things we can hang on to, or adopt:

1. Make use of our time.
If we waste a minute here and a minute there, before we know it, we have wasted perhaps an hour. A whole hour out of our day! The question in life is not "How much time do I have?" It is "What shall I do with the time I have?"

2. Value work.
We must ask ourselves: "Is this work vital for strengthening my own character, or inspiring others, or helping the world?" Of course, one must work to earn a living, but it is HOW we do even menial tasks that counts. We must value the work God has given us to do, and do it to please Him and to be a testimony to those with whom we work.

3. Seek happiness every day.
If we are not happy today, we will never be happy! Or as an old teacher of mine used to say: "If you are not happy anywhere, you will not be happy anywhere." It took me a few years to figure that one out. But she was right. Be happy today, regardless of circumstances. This doesn't mean that we have to go around laughing all the time. What it means is, be happy within ourselves so that our happiness will shine through us to others, radiating Christ.

4. Cherish love.
"True love never nags. It trusts. Love does not have to be tethered, neither in time or eternity. " Jealous love, exclusive love, selfish love: these kinds of love are not true love. "Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, nos not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil...."

5. Have Faith.
This is all-important. "Strong, serene, unquenchable faith in the loving kindness of God will enable us to look fearlessly towards the end of the temporal existence and the beginning of the eternal, and will make it possible for us to live our lives effectively, grandly."

Summing it all up: Let go of everything you cannot carry into eternal life.

Well, life for me is to fulfil my duties entrested to me by the almighty. According to me every man/ every creation of God has to perform its designated duty. Many times, I fail to understand my duty or get confused and do what we are not designated to do and not do what we have supposed to do. Hence, there is missaries, disapointment, and feel the life is a failure. So first we have to understand about the self, and God. Once we get tune-up with the existance of God, every thing will be clear to our consious.

Life is a lesson you learn from everything you do even when you open your door you learned a new day every day so life is a leasson learned.

SO WHAT IS LIFE? ( we go back to the previous question again)
I admitted that there has never been a human born that has not asked himself, “What is life all about,” or “What is life itself?” Religions, philosophies and every other known form of thought has tried to place an answer into existence about these questions; and in most cases they have certainly done a great job, in spreading the QUESTIONS!

Most people have some thought on what life is, some say it is a dream, an experience or maybe just a biological event. Every philosophy, culture and religion has its explanations on what they think life might be… but God Himself has not yet fully explained this to humanity yet!

Everywhere around us and in a continuous flow life is being formed, changed, renewed, created, filled up and also emptied!

I heard from some of my friends said that “Life is a Journey through time.” “Life is an event for a soul to attain information about something called eternity.” “Life is a sacred experience and life is just flesh and breath tasting the wisdom of heaven.”

Just to let you know, no matter how one looks at it, life as a human soul is really a mysterious privilege of the highest level. Am I right? DO you guys agree with what I am saying? Let me explain to you guys,

Here we go~

As you know,

FRIENDS
Most of us, include myself always said LONELY when we have nothing to do on the weekends and at the same time, we just dumped by our partner or maybe when we only have a few friends to hang out, nobody would like to hear our stories. To tell you the truth, life isn’t about keeping score and it’s not about how many friends you have or how accepted you are. life is not about if you have plans on this weekend or if you’re alone.

(You're not alone)

FAMILY~
Don't ever tell me that you're not happy with your family or don't have a rich family or whatever.
Please...... they are the most closest person in your life. It isn’t about who your family is or how much money they have or what kind of car they drive or where you are sent to school.

NOBODY IS PERFECT.
It’s not about how beautiful or ugly you are or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. Moreover, it’s not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown, or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are.

Life just isn’t.

Life is about who you love and who you hurt.
It’s about who you make happy or unhappy purposely.
It’s about keeping or betraying trust.
It’s about friendship, used as a sanctity or as a weapon.
It’s about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful, maybe heartening.
It’s about starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip.
It’s about what judgments you pass and why. And who your judgments are spread to.
It’s about who you’ve ignored with full control and intention.
It’s about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge.
It’s about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow and spreading it.

But most of all, it’s about using your life to touch or poison other people’s hearts in such a way that could have
never occurred alone.
Only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life’s all about.
Today let this rainbow remind your friends and family of what life is really all about.

Every moment of this strange and lovely life from dawn to dusk is nothing less than a endless series of miracles for its possessor to ponder!

Thus we are given our own personal individual mystery to pontificate and possibly attain our own answers. Remember, thousands of generations and billions upon billions of minds have sought this answer. With the best of them concluding that life is an incredibly personal and sacred and perplexing span of time called FRAGILE and PRECIOUS!!!

Time flies so fast!!!!!!!!!!!

Never Realised today is Friday~
Time flies so fast!!!!!!!!!!!

PLEASE REMEMBER THAT...

- The best relationship is one where our love for each other is greater than our need for each other.
- You should allow your love to nourish yourself as well as me.
- Looks can deceive, wealth fades away, but go for someone who makes you smile and with that smile, you feel great, this is called happiness.
- Always remember that the good you find in me is in you too and the faults you find in me are your faults as well.
- The beauty you see around me is your beauty. What you see in me shows yourself. See the best in me and you will be your best. Give to me and you give to yourself.
- Love me as much as you love yourself, at the same time you will be loved by me.
- Listen and your voice will be heard.
- Show your best face to the mirror and you will be happy with the face looking at you.

Always games...

Sigh... Games games games...
Hey, Baby, you're the guy that never grow up in the neverland!! but, come on this is singapore so grow up!! Grrrrrr.... SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know when you read this, u will be very angry.. ^^ hehe

Hari Raya Puasa (Fasting) is coming soon~

FASTING MONTH is beginning on 20 AUG!! So let's all be a little sensitive towards them ok? =)

Interesting FACT: No SEX allow!! So pls stop tempting them ... ((other than no eating/drinking for like half the day)) Oh well but how many can really keep up to it?

It's a ZOO Day again~

Today we went to the Zoo again, but this time I went there with all my schoolmates, not with my baby today. hehehe... :D

More photos to be uploaded.
Stay tune guys~

UP & G.I.JOE with ♥♥♥

Hahahahahah~
I've just came back from GV Vivo City with my beloved.
We had another movie marathon today.

WE WATCHED TWO GREAT MOVIE:

G.I.JOE

Release Date: 6th August 2009
Language: English
Running Time: 117 mins

Rating: PG
Genre: Action
Starring: Marlon Wayans, Rachel Nichols, Martin Landau, Harald Zwart, Joseph Gordon-Levitt
[full cast]
Directed by: Stephen Sommers
Local Distributor: United International Pictures

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The movie plot
Set approximately ten years in the near future, a special military unit known as the "G.I. Joe" arises from the Cobra Organisation, vowing to take down any crime organisation led by a notorious arms dealer. With their team operating from the headquarters known as "The Pit," the film will include stunning locations from the Arctic, Paris, Moscow, Australia and the Sahara desert.

UP

Release Date: 6th August 2009
Language: English
Running Time: 102 mins

Rating: PG
Genre: Action
Starring: Edward Asner, Jordan Nagai, Christopher Plummer
Directed by: Bob Peterson, Pete Docter
Local Distributor: Buena Vista International

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The movie plot
A 78-year-old man named Carl Fredricksen spent his entire life dreaming of exploring the globe and experiencing life to its fullest. Due to his age, he thinks life has passed him by. One day, an 8-year old wilderness explorer named Russell, changes his outlook on life and the pair goes on adventures, encountering wild terrains, unexpected villains and jungle creatures.

Anyway, thanks for today, bb. Thanks for the strepsil as well. I felt so loved by bb today cos I was coughing and my bb went to 7 eleven bought a strepsil for me. I know this is not a big deal for you guys, but for me, it is. How sweet he is. As always, I love him so much. Once again thanks bb!

UP-3D

A Nonsense Test.

I just took some nonsense test which are:

1. "Are you a good GF?"
2. "What type of GF are you?"
3. "Do you love him?"

Do you guys want to know the results?
Let me show you the results! Hahaha...

1."Are you a good GF?"

AWWW! you are AMAZING!!!

You are the perfect girlfriend. The one everyone dreams about in their fairytale fantasies!
Keep on being amazing to your cutie!

2. "What type of GF are you?"

A LAID BACK GFWith you it is all good, you do not keep your bf/gf from spending time with friends. You enjoy each other company and your relationship is totally based on communication, respect, trust and understanding. This shows that you are in love and knows how to treat your bf/gf the right way. You are not jealous so you give your bf/gf his/her own free will which makes them more comfortable being with you and having you has their partner. You are the best type to have!!

3. "Do you love him?"

You do but you don't...you are in love with this person sometimes and sometimes don't want anything to do with them. if I were you I would go for it and make an effort to see them as much as you can, if they play hard to get, that's good, that means they are into you to.

I know when ♥ read this 3rd question and the result must be really really angry. Sorry baby, I really love. I didn't lie. :) I know you believe so I think I am not supposed to explain, but I still would like to tell you that you're the best, you're the super boyfriend that I've ever had. I feel so lucky and so do you! xDDD love you always bb ♥♥♥

My Everything

I don't know why, I just can't stop loving him as well as thinking about him. :(



As always I love him more each day. ^^











Mayrine will do the best for LOVE. lovesloves... :)







Let me sing a song for you My Everything







--> Lee Min Ho 이민호 : My Everything <--

[English Translations : www.yeeun2grace.com ]







It's impossible for me to express



with the words of this earth



This overwhelming feeling



I keep on having for you



It's impossible to fathom



with the springs of this world



The endless love



that continues to grow







There is nobody in the world



that makes me smile and cry like you do



It's not like me at all but







I want to live watching you, hearing you



I want to have you live within my heart



Look at me, Come into my arms



You're my every, my everything



You're my everything



Love for you







I've never won against you



But I become happier



The more I lose against love



There is no expiration date on my love



Even if there was the expiration date is never



Stay with me even though it isnt easy



Even if I forget everything else



I'll protect you







I only want to live watching you, hearing you



I want to have you live within my heart



Look at me, come into my arms



You're my every, my everything



You're my everything



Love for you







You are the true owner of my heart



My first and my last



I call for you with every breath



You're my every, my everything



You're my everything



Love for you







I love you... you're my everything ♥ * I love the lyrics... Nice song and MH's voice is quite inviting (: I love how he sang "everything" like "everyTING" *

My Everything lyrics reflects everything i wanna say.

I am back from Bangkok

Let me update my blog, okay?

- First Day (10th August 2009)
after reached Bangkok, we took taxi direct to Bossés place which is Grand Diamond Condominium. After put our luggages, while waiting for the bus, we decided to went to the downstair coffee shop bought some coffee to drinks. I ordered the Ice Coffee and it's really nice. I love the taste. :D I would like to give it two THUMBS up!

Ice Coffee :)

I also bought a prepaid card. lol.

After a while, the bus has come and we started our long journey. We were on the way to Angsila, and we headed to WAT ANGSILA temple first. I heard from my colleagues said that WAT is TEMPLE, but I am not so sure about it. lol. Well, after that we went to have our lunch in one of the Vegetarian Restaurant. I didn't even have time to take the photos of those food. Even if I took, u guys wouldn't drool when saw it. lol. Do u guys know that how many hours from Bangkok to Angsila? Let me tell you!!! It took 2 hours to Angsila. We sat till our butt were so painful. lol. *Gosh!!!

After lunch we went to the TESCO LOTUS SUPERMARKET bought some foods such as rice, veggies, etc for charity to the WAT ANGSILA temple and I saw some unique things at there. let me show you:

Here we go!

In Singapore has ICHIBAN, in Thailand has HACHIBAN

This is the Thai bakcang. so CUTE isn't it?

yani. myself. lingling

back to the temple again and we did take some photos. :)

I wanna go there someday again. It was so fun. :)

Hello BANGKOK~

Hahahahahaha......!!!
Before going to Airport let me update my blog first.
Well, I won't be in SG from 10 Aug to 13 Aug. I am going to Bangkok soon, guys.
Will be leaving Singapore place in 10 minutes times. lol. :D Feeling so excited and happy cos I'll be going to shop and shop the whole day. ^^ but on the other hand, I am gonna miss my him so much. :(

HAPPY 44TH NATIONAL DAY FOR SINGAPOREAN

HAPPY 44TH NATIONAL DAY FOR SINGAPOREAN

Although, I am Indonesian, but I were watching NDP on TV..
((with my Baby & Baby's Family))

The Pledge Moment
This event is planned to start at 8:00 pm on Aug 9, 2009 at Everywhere/All Over the World.

Although there is no FIREWORKS are as fantastic after Beijing Olympic.
Oh well ... haha =)
Life Goes On! Sweet*

Typhoon Morakot in Taiwan now.

My bb♥ suppose to coming back on this Saturday, because of me, he changed his flight to Friday, I was so happy when I read it, but who knows, there is Typhoon Morakot in Taiwan, the edge of Typhoon Morakot made landfall in eastern and northern Taiwan early Friday, with wind and rain expected to intensify around the island, the typhoon comes earlier than expected, so he may change his date of coming back, because all the flight might be cancel... my bb♥ told me, he will let me know his date of coming back. my bb♥, I will wait for your info... Just be careful, my bb♥ take care ok? I love you and I miss you so much here.. :(

I hate the coughing feeling.

I am having a high fever right now and I cough every minute. I hate this kind of feeling. I need my ♥ right now :( I really" need him now. I am so sick, feeling so tired. Feel so sleepy, all my body are painful. Feeling uneasy as well... Gosh, I think, I am dying soon. Shit. :(
I really wish he would coming back earlier because of me. Baby, I miss you and I need you.

SICK

Ok, its the flu bug in office. My friend is feeling body-aching and having that kind of wanna-flu-dun-wanna-flu feeling. hahah. And yes, of course, I am not alone, I am not the only one person who is sick.

O.o I think I am running a fever now. -_-" diao~~

I miss him so much

My baby is in Taiwan right now. :( I've been waiting for his message since this afternoon, and finally I've got his message. ^^ when I've just heard my phone was ringing, I didn't expect that it will be him who sent me the message. I was so surprise when I checked on my phone. I saw his name appeared on my phone screen. Haha. He told me that he's finally checked in to Hotel. My poor baby, 你好可怜 ah~ :(
I know you must be very tired right now. Baby must be miss me so much isn't it? I know that because you've told me that you miss me miss me just now. So sweet, baby! ^^ loves loves~

♥♥♥

Thank you so much

Would like to say THANK YOU to someone....

Do you guys want to know? :D

He is....

someone who is thinking of me
someone who cares about me.
someone who misses me
someone who wants to hold my hand.
someone who wants me to be happy.
someone who wants to hug me.
someone who will do anything for me.
someone who needs to know my love is unconditional.
someone who wants to tell me how much he care.
someone who wants to stay up watching movies with me.
someone who wants to hold me in his arms.
someone who wants to see me.
someone who wants to be my lover.
someone who loves me for who I am.
someone who loves the way I make him feel.
someone who wants to be with me.
someone who wants me to know he is there for me.
someone who is glad that I am his girlfriend.
someone who is wishing I would notice them.
someone who wants to get to know me better.
someone who loves me.

Hehehehe... ♥ Baby~ Thank You! ♥

♥♥♥♥♥ you so much as always. (:

The First Day To Be A Leader! ♥

Yooo! Today is my baby's first day of being a leader. I was so ecstatic when he told me. In my mind, I think, he's really great, smart, charming and I am really proud of him. But, I didn't know why he is so... not confident about this. Yesterday, he suddenly asked me whether I believe he can do it or not. As what I've told him yesterday, Baby, I really believe in you, I believe that you can do it well and please remember that you will always have me to be by your side whenever you need me. :) Please just share all your unhappy or happy stuffs to me. I will be your listener, baby! :)
Once again, just believe in yourself will do. As long as you have faith in yourself, everything will be alright, don't give up so easily, baby! I know you will be able to handle this new position. Just do it.

I know I've been stressed u out these few months, :( Sorry! I promise I will give u more space to do your work.
♥ I just wish I could do better for you baby, I really hope I am good enough for you as well, but in fact, I know I'm not, I am such a disappointment for you, isn't it ♥?

Always feel this way. I hate this feeling. Please don't treat me this way, Dave. :'(