When you're just waiting and waiting to get home, into your room alone, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day.
That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either. You're feeling tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing and you just want someone to be there for you and tell you it's okay. Sad thing is, no one is going to be there, and you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you.
However, you're getting tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong and for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. You know you won't be, but you're still hoping and you're still wishing, and you're still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes.
You're fighting!