by Alina Guzhavina

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer; not to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be happy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness." Woody Allen

"At the beginning and at the end of love, the two lovers are embarrassed to find themselves alone."
Jean de La Bruyére

If I had one wish~
Damn baby
Just don't understand where we went wrong
I gave you my heart
I gave you my soul
I gave you...

As a matter of fact you were the one who said you love me first
It was about 1 years ago, don't act like you don't know
We were sitting under the sky,
Cause, we couldn't be alone
Growing up I was a fool; and I can't lie I'm missing you
Listen and don't trip
I think I need a bottle with a genie in it
Here's my wish list:

First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all the way up
Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one

Now tell me is this the only way I can get you right back in
If so then searchin' I'll go, then I can have you for sure
Then you'll be loving me, holding me, kissing me
So baby, don't tell me what I'm feeling is make believe
I swear if I lose a second chance with you
I wouldn't know what to do
I'd probably check myself into some kind of clinic
I couldn't be alone because without you I'm sick

I don't even know how we ended upon this road
And, even though we have grown up, Baby, I just want you to know

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life
And you'd be my hubby, make it right this time

Why don't Men Understand Women?


Boys are birds.

They want to be free, soar high with others of the same feather and forget all ties to their loved ones. Most of the time. There's nothing you can do about it. Demonstrations, tears or a drama of self-pity will only make him feel that you are not his 'type'! Which will loosen the ties that bind over time. Boys have to go out with other boys and girls need time with girls. That's a fact of nature. Only in the early times of courtship, to use an old-world, romantic term, will you get the romance you see in films and novels. After the initial wooing is done, and he feels secure that you are his, (Fool, he is yours!) he spends less time with you or at home. That's all right. It's worse with the rest of the animal kingdom. With most of them, it's Wham, Bam! Not even a 'Thank you, Ma'am!'

So, Beauty, forgive the Beast. And give him a long rope. Give him such a long rope that he doesn't realize that the rope exists!

‘You don’t love me like you used to! You hate the sight of me! You are never in! You love games more!’

MC myself told him to play games when he’s been accompany me too long.

Sometime, I also need time for myself. I want the luxury of being able to do nothing. Once in a while. With He's playing games, I can also chat up my friends, edit photos and emerge a stronger, steam-exhausted MC. Life’s such a pressure-cooker!

The second lesson is

Let him think he is free!If he wants to go out with the boys, let him.That's the rope you give out.

"The secret of joy is contained in one word -- excellence. To know how to do something well is to enjoy it."
By: Pearl S. Buck, (1892-1973), American Novelist

Hello, peeps!
MC is here.
I am going to post about how have I spent my weekend. :D

On Saturday, I was going out for a steamboat dinner with family.
I forgot to bring my camera so I couldn't be able to take photos. :(

On Sunday, the best weekend ever, or maybe there will be another best weekend? Hope so...
I was going out with one of my friends which comes from Russia for photoshooting. I love her. She's great :)

At 9 a.m. in the morning, she meets her friend in the AMK MRT Station and walk to the AMK Town Garden East. Just opposite the AMK MRT Station.

Well, I brought so many things from my home to AMK, it was so heavy. I brought my own dresses, some make-up tools, accessories and my beloved high-heels. Guess what, I've started to love high-heels since I was in Vocational High School but I just can't wear it everyday cos I have no confident at all about my ugly calves, they are just the way too big. For that reason, I super duperly hate my calves. I hate this flaw that I've had in my life. :(

Stop talking nonsense, let's go back to the story about my beautiful weekend, haha!
It was my first time to be a SUPER MODEL. Hahaha! I've learned lotsa different kinds of expression and the way I smile should be like this, like that! Hahaha!
Not forgetting, I've also learned how to pose in a beautiful, attractively way. :D
The make up Alina did for me was so weird. It was so emo! but the dress I wear was like... err... I also dont know how to describe, still, I had enjoyed myself, and I have to say thank you to Alina, who has given me an opportunity to have this experience. :)

I've become abit darker cos of the sun burn. :(

Oh, wait! I have received an email on last saturday from one of the International Admissions Team in Republic Polytechnic regarding the Entrance Assessment for Admission to Republic Polytechnic, Singapore. Thank for the information anyway, Mr. Aaron Chen Angus.

Just for a reminding herself about the EA.

Remember that the admission number for the entrance assessment is 33719.

Please bring along the following items when I report for the entrance assessment.
· National ID and Passport
· Original Academic Certificates for Verification
· Stationery (Pen)
· Entrance Assessment Fees of SGD$40.00 (please bring exact amount)

*Please note that calculators and electronic dictionaries will not be allowed.

I should arrive 1 hour before the assessment to register and pay the assessment fee. Passing the assessment counts towards the requirements for candidature at the Republic Polytechnic but does not guarantee a place.

Entrance assessment venue and schedule are as follows:

Date: 31 October 2009 (Saturday)
Time: 10:00 A.M.*
Venue : Sekolah Harapan Utama
Jalan Rosedale - Simpang Frengky,
Batam Centre 29400

*Please be on time for the entrance assessment. Candidates who arrive after the assessment has commenced will not be admitted.

Well, good luck for myself. :)

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU.

I would like to thanks to everyone whoever has encouraged and supported me. :)
Only one word... APPRECIATE!!!! I am really appreciate with all your prays.

Loves,
MC

In looking for ur soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one.
By doing so, you will definitely waste your lifetime, because remember...
"TIMES NEVER GOES BACK" .
Grab and hold of this opportunity that you have now, don't waste time !! ♥

♥♥♥ ~AS ALWAYS, BABY, I LOVE YOU~ ♥♥♥

P/S: Do you know, 6 days more to go it's going to be 14 monthsaries for both of us soon.
Sorry baby, we can't celebrate it because I will in Batam to have an EA for RP.
Baby, pray for me okay? Wish me good luck! :)

Loves,
MC

♥♥♥

How I wish, I could touch the rainbow. :)

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Make-Up Techniques from Eve Pearl : Larger Breasts

Make-Up Techniques From Eve Pearl: Larger Breasts

See above video :D

Unfortunately, a bad thing in my relationship!

I have a problem with jealousy. As much as i want to not be jealous about my boyfriend talking to other girls, i cant seem to help it. We have been dating for a year 2 months and i totally trust him, but i am still very very jealous when he talks to other girls, even though i know they have ever just been friends. What can i do to help overcome this and please give me helpful answers!

Well, jealousy is normally a sign of some type of insecurity. It may be with myself, a past relationship or you don’t trust other females. Whatever it is, I need to get to the bottom of it unless the jealousy will not go away. Just be honest to myself about what is really going on because only I know the truth. If I really trust that my boyfriend is not doing anything wrong, I don’t have anything to worry about.

"Just because someone loves you doesn't mean that they are also good for you."

Awww.. NEW DAY, NEW HOPE, AND NEW CHALLENGE
GREAT DAY! GREAT HOPE! GREAT CHALLENGE! xDD
Whoa.. I just can't stop loving this quotes!

I've been shortlisted for an EA
Like this like this.. xDD

Okay, firstly, I would like to say thank you to Republic Polytechnic for giving me a chance for an Entrance Assessment (EA).

When I've singed in to my Email, I saw an unread mail, I hope it will be RP notification again, and yes, it is! xDD

I double-clicked on that unread mail, and it shown...

The subject of the email is RP Notification - Shortlisted for EA
It contains:

Dear MAYRIN CHRISNA

We are pleased to inform you that you have been shortlisted for an Entrance Assessment (EA).

2. RP will be sending you an email on the EA information.

3. Thank you.

Regards

International Admissions Team
Republic Polytechnic

Woot!!! HAPPY!!!!!!!! MY HAPPY MODE IS ON NOW although something bad had happened yesterday :( It's alright, everything will be fine. Don't worry too much MC :P

JUST BUCK UP!!!!!!!!! xDDD
Like this like this..

Why do women need to go thru so much pain & suffering?
Child birth, period etc...
Why men no need?
Not forgetting, during pregnancy, the morning sick, the weight u put on etc...
Life is unfair

Why Life is So Unfair?

I know, life could be unfair but I faced it, and everybody does.

However, if I just look around me a bit more, then I will find out that there are things in life that are reasonable and okay. LOL
Life isn't how I always wanted it to be. So, just deal with it and keep moving on...
That is life i guess.

"It’s better late than never."

Am I in an Unhealthy Relationship?
To be honest, I’ve never had a successful relationship and I've never had a close guy friends before as well.
I’m naturally introverted, neurotic and pessimistic.
I know this is an ‘unattractive’ personality trait that is very hard to conceal. People like confident, outgoing people – but I am not naturally outgoing and have not had any tangible success in life to give me confidence.

I am a rational person, therefore I must have evidence before I can believe in my own abilities. I think I fail in social relationships due to these flaws – and it must come off as a bad vibe.

Sometime I feel like loving him so much, but sometimes I feel like we're not meant to be each other. Why? T_T

I think I am the one who is not good enough for him.

Whatever he wants, I am trying so hard to give such as freedom of going out with his best female friends and yeah, I am trying not to jealous, I am trying my best to be more understanding and also I am trying to let him plays game on Sunday.
I know those are not enough to prove that I have changed lots for you though I was not an understanding person, I was getting angry easily, I was over protective, in other words, over jealous.

Maybe I am still
-not very confident… I suck it up and get over it xD
-too sensitive.. I deal with it..
-get mad easily.. I just let things go and relax for a few minutes
-get jealous easily.. XD I just remember all the good things I have

I don't know if this is the kind of answer u wanted xD sorry

I really hope he could stop telling lie. I don't need any privacy between two of us! Can't even fulfil my wish? Sigh! Why baby? Why you can't be an honest man?
:( well, that's all!


I am going to sleep now. Good night everyone! Loves~

"All love is expansion, all selfishness is contraction. Love is therefore the only law of life. He who loves lives, he who is selfish is dying. Therefore love for love's sake, because it is law of life, just as you breathe to live." - Vivekananda

(The original author of this story is unknown, but it is often attributed to Vivekananda by many.)

The Meaningful Story!

It isn't easy, but perhaps this story might help me understand love (or at least one aspect of it):

I once had read a story from a friend of mine and it is a very meaningful story.

Once when we were sitting at the edge of a swimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand with some water and held it before me, and said this: "You see this water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love."

This was how I saw it: As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there. However, if you attempt to close your fingers round it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds.

This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love ... they try to possess it, they demand, they expect ... and just like the water spilling out of your hand, love will retreat from you.

For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings.
Give and don’t expect. Advise, but don’t order. Ask, but never demand.

It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to truly practice. It is the secret to true love. To truly practice it, you must sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love, and yet an unconditional caring.

I've just received an E-mail from International Admissions Team (Republic Polytechnic).
When the first time I saw the subject of that e-mail was RP Notification, I was so happy and I thought they probably would tell me about my application status. However, it was just a Document Verification email. The email was to inform they are able to verify my submitted documents. Lol~

Well, it was kinda sad, but it's alright.
At least, they said they will be notifying me shortly on my application status.

So, I will wait for their notifying. :)
Although, I really can't wait for that.
Sorry, I am just too curious about what will be the result on my application status. xD

Are they going to give me a chance? In other words to accept me? or the other way around? SOBS*
All I can do is praying now.

JIAYOU!!!JIAYOU!!!JIAYOU!!!JIAYOU!!!JIAYOU!!! 100x

JS - Officially Missing You - Tamia (Cover)

[Verse One]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially ♥

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

Finally, I've got my iPhone but.... *sigh!
Well, just a happy short post, hahaha!

I've got my iPhone!
WISH FULFILLED!

Oh wait, readers, there's still have a sad long post. *sigh!

Quite happy today but there's something happened to us again!
We have some arguments just now and yes, we have SOME arguments. :(
It was not my fault, he was the one who started to shout at me, okays.
I cried again today. Sometimes I wonder why he likes to keep making me cry for him.
Is it fun? Tell me!!T______T

Being Friends With the Opposite Sex

Almost everyone has at least one friend of the opposite sex. Sometimes it may be hard, while other times it's great having someone there to talk to and understand your relationship as the same sex as your partner.

It's hard to not cross the line. Being friends with the opposite sex means spending tons of time together. However, you must know your boundaries of what you can and cannot do or talk about. It is quite common for the male or female in the friendship to have a crush on the other person. This leads to many difficulties. Although, if it's pointed out from the start that the relationship will not grow more than just a friendship, it may be a blessing.

A crush obviously means feelings for the other. So, when one is in trouble, they can go straight to their friend and talk them through it -- many times being more sincere than others.

Although this sounds great, it could lead to problems. If the friend keeps his or her feelings to himself/herself for a long period of time they could explode, leaving heartaches on both sides of the spectrum. Even if the feelings aren't kept bundled up, heartache may be in order once the other finds a partner. Which, may also end up hurting the partner, making them jealous or forbidding the friends to see each other.

Most friends of opposite sexes are great from the start, but fade in time. However, friendship may become more; many friends become spouses later on, be it ten or twenty-years down the road. Most just need to realize their true feelings for the other before becoming serious.

I don't carry lucky charms, but I believe in those things.
For that reason, everybody has to be a little lucky, I think.
Christopher Walken

Friendship are near and dear to the heart. This created to show the importance of true friends and relationships.

Friendships are an important part of life to all of us. We make friends, go through good times and bad, but yet stay friends for life. Friends are what make us "us".

However, relationships may sometimes be confusing if we aren't for sure whether we are just friends or something more than that. We watch the days pass not knowing what will come next.

Well, sometimes i want to shout to the whole world how lucky i am to have you as my friend but sometimes i want to hush...afraid that somebody might take you away from me

When I write this now
I start to think
How happy you make me
For you and only you I must thank

Thank you so much my one and only Nite Owl~ :p

I really appreciate your everything. I just feel so lucky to have you, you're great, you're my best listener. like this like this..

Once again, Thank you :D

Fed said the whole wooing & having a relationship process is not that hard, maintaining a happy-healthy relationship is the hardest part and yes, I agree, so I posted it out to my FB & PLURK.

And Choc Butterfly replied me on my plurks "thats for sure! well the most important points to keep a relationship strong would be to my point of view
trust, understanding, communication, compromise, space for oneself, love definitely, and time to miss each other"

Thank you guys for the sharing. I really appreciate it with ♥

Yesterday we had a movie time in the class.

The title of the movie is STAND AND DELIVER.

Warner Bros Movie
Director: Ramon Menendez
Genre: Based on True Story
Setting: East Los Angeles, CA. 1982. (Garfield High School)
Actor: Edward James Olmos
Co-Actor: Lou Diamond Philips
Rating: ★★★★

The plot of the movie is a dedicated teacher inspired his drop-out prone students to learn calculus build up their self-esteem and do so well they are accused of cheating.

The story about a dynamic educator and a brunch of low-achieving students in Garfield High School. There are only 18 students in this class who have different personality. Some of them are emotional, stubborn, lazy, naughty, impolite, and smart alec. There are also a playboy, a clever girl who has financial problem in her family and last but not least, the mafia student who has secret determination to study for the sake of his grandmother. (So sweet of him)

They are going to prepare for their final exam which is so called "Advance Placement Calculus". Of course, they are facing many difficulties to prepare for this examination. Fortunately, they have a kind, dedicated, motivated teacher although sometime he may be a little stubborn. However, he is the type of patient person. He teaches all his students patiently and treats them like his own children. Moreover, he keeps encouraging his students to do the best on their exam.

When it comes to the conclusion, this is a good movie which can inspires our life and motivate us. On the other hand, nowadays it is very rare to find such a dedicated, idealistic and motivated teacher.

Feeling infatuation or love????

I am feeling so Panic, impatience and jealously.
When infatuated, I am thrilled but not happy, I am wanting to trust him, yet suspicious. There are keep lingering and nagging doubts about him in infatuation and his love for me. I feel I am nothing to him. I am miserable when he's away, almost like I am not complete unless I am with him. It's a rush and it's intense. It's difficult to concentrate. I really don't like this kind of feeling. I hate when I am feeling infatuation. I want to be loved by him.

SECRET LOVE POEMS
I wrote this after I was thinking about how everyone has secrets and how those secrets affect me and probably many others.

Little lies I can't forget
Shocking truths that I have met
Deep down inside the darkest parts
Of our hopeless tainted hearts
Are the greatest of our fears
When shed in light bring us to tears
And disrupt our peaceful worlds
Then into chaos are we hurled
Those painful memories may never be gone
But its no secret
Life goes on

LET'S TALK ABOUT L.O.V.E
I am feeling a little bit unhappy with my romantic affairs yesterday, it might be the day for me to pull it all together. The issue that has been plaguing me was what I will need to confront head on yesterday, as this was causing the most dissatisfaction when it comes to romance. This dissatisfaction may be much more trivial than I think, and might simply be an issue regarding ways that are being used to express affection. I should remember that if my needs aren't met and I am the one doing all of the giving, there will never be progress in love. Relationships are a two person journey, and if only one person is doing all of the work, the journey will be slow, and may even stop before its time.

Well, for today I am feeling emotional waters that are a bit on the cool side today, and this may make for a difficult time with romance right now. I may be encountering a cold shoulder and if this is what my instinct is telling me, I am not far off here. This is a situation where I can simply put my toe in the water before I dive in or make any big moves. If I don't test the waters first, this is when I will experience a big chill on the romantic front. It is possible that someone around me is taking themselves too seriously, and this is not the time for me to be one of them. So I must remember to take it all with a grain of salt, and I will be just fine with romance today.

P/S for Dave: You keep saying that you want long term happiness, but have you truly laid the groundwork to make this possible?

After the HTHT session. Thanks NITE OWL. :)

Nite owl told me,

Ok first of all don't mention about disturbing me or what, u know HTHT keke
I don't mind u share yr prob, not everyone can share Htht with other ppl de XD
Don't think so negatively, Dave brought u to the wedding meaning to say he's ready
to let his frens know u are his gf including SS, I think SS should already knew by now,
I can understand why u mind dave going out with SS cause u know SS likes Dave but
U cannot do anything about that, what is impt is how Dave feels about SS? why did Dave
Choose u instead of SS in the first place since they were so close last time? Whatever
The reason might be, he chose u, so u must have something which SS don't, that makes u
Special, so u should be more confident of yrself :D

The other part I reply u after my class hee

So sweet of him :)

Thanks anyway.

MY BOYFRIEND and HIS BEST FRIEND ARE JUST THE WAY TOO CLOSE

On Saturday,

Firstly, I would like to say sorry to him.

I felt so sorry about what I have done to you on the last Saturday. I broken his heart and disappointed him. Sorry!!! Sorry!!!
I didn't mean it and I didn't even flirt around with others. :(

I was too angry.. I was too angry.. I know I was not supposed to do that, but I did it.
Thanks for giving me a chance to say sorry. I won't repeat my mistake. I promise!

On Sunday,

Well, yesterday was kinda sad. :( When my BF told me, the bride is his Ex-GF. I looked at myself, I found myself so lousy. I am so ugly, so useless. See the bride is so beautiful. Whoa..but all i mentioned was not the big problem. :D

The problem was I met one of his Best Female Friend (SS) that he used to hang out together for a meal or chit-chatting before he's attached. The girl that used to send a birthday greeting card to my BF and she ever sent a POST CARD to my BF when she was in Beijing. I told Dave before, if a girl doesnt love a guy, she wouldn't do this kind of thing. Okay....then dave doesn't believe but it really happens. SS told one of her friend whos in love is Dave for such a long time. :(how did I know this) below is the story. :D

To tell you the truth, this is not the first time I met SS, the first time we met each other, she also treated me like transparant even dave himself treated me like a transparant. She keeps holding dave shoulder when they're taking photos and just leave me alone there looking at them took photos happily. Okay, fine, it happened last year.

To be honest, I was quite boring yesterday. :( when a boring person has nothing to do, they will look around so do I. I looked around and I heard someone said he's still in love with a guy with a loud voice, with a curiosity I turn my head to that person and it was SS who said it loudly.
Oh well, when I heard about that, I looked at her, and she also looked at me at the same time. Fine! I ignored, I told myself, it's not a good thing to heard ppl's conversation.

After a while, she pointed at my BF. As a GF, when ppl pointed of your BF, of course curious of what they are talking about. AM I RIGHT? So have you known whos the guy that she's still in love with? He is my BF. :(

To me, if she really loves my BF, go ahead! I didn't stop her, but she hates me? Why she makes me feels like she did it purposely. Yes, they've been knowing each other for such a long time. They have lotsa childhood memories, I understand what is gathering mean, they will spend their time talk talk talk and talk.

I know she doesn't like me, although I was trying very hard to talk to her or acted like there's nothing happened. :( At the end of the wedding dinner, we were going to say goodbye to each other, she said goodbye to Dave and at the same time, I was going to say goodbye, she starred at me and look away immediately (what does it mean?) can anyone tell me? :(

Another problem is when I was trying to talk and smile to her, she was starred at me and looked away. :( It's kinda sad. I found myself like a transparant or something extra. Everyone talked to each other, left me alone for looking around. WTF!!! Especially when she mentioned about her new cafe invitation, she invited everyone of us except me. :( I have a feeling like I am an extra =/ Why am I said so? cos there were one of Dave's friend GF that she just get to know each other for a day, she invites. I didn't mean wanted to go to her NEW CAFE. I just feel like she doesn't like me and she shows it to me directly and purposely. Oh Gosh.. :(
SAD!!!!!!!!!

I would like to ask her, "Did I do something wrong to you?"

I don't know whether it's real about what I've heard from her yesterday, or maybe I've heard wrongly, I say sorry to Dave and her.

The only hope is it wouldn't effect his mind or his choices like so called he didn't regret that he had chosen me as his GF for these 13 months. :)

P/S for Dave:

1. You should decide whether you like her or not. You just never know if you do or not. So decide whether you like her or not.

2. Please think about what she means to you, is she like a sister? Is she like just a friend?

3. Can you just stop the flirting with her. Don't flirt with her as much.
If you really want, you can still flirt a little now and then. :( SAD!!!

4. Kindly tell her she's like a sister to you, but don't say, "Ew, I could never like you!" or "Uh, no." It's sort of weird. And you never know, you could end up dating one day.

5. Last but not least, continue your regular life with her, but cut back on flirting, and just keep saying, you're like a sister to me.

As what I've ever posted before "They've known each other for ages and went through a lot together." He insists that he has no romantic feelings for his all female best friends, but I don't feel reassured. For as long as the friendship exist, there will always be doubt in my mind.
In his mind he probably thinks what's the big deal? I'm afraid HE in a woman's mind it is a big deal!!

ECP again~ EXCITING~ I will be going Laina's Farewell Party tonight.
The party will be held at ECP. Whoa.. I can't wait for the party tonight. :D

I think, It will be very very exciting. Love BBQ-ing, CamWhore-ing, Photo shooting. Yes, I can't wait. I can't wait..

I was planning to cook some MAC and Cheese for him, but he didn't reply my message. I think just forget it then. Sigh~

Okay, more photos will be uploading.

STAY TUNE guys.. loves

Why, why, why?
There's so many WHY on my mind right now!
TELL ME!!!

I am so sad, why can't I be the first before them.
Sobs..

Am I not that important to you? Yeah, I know that I am always No. 3. I am always after them.
Can't I be the first before them. Are they really important to you? Without them, will you die? If yes, I'll let you go. :(


Just a short post. I feel so sad right now. T____T

The 7 Deadly Sins of Online Chatting.


I have been a frequent internet user since 2001. Since my friend introduced me to YAHOO, MSN and helped me get an account. These 8 years I have used - learned - learned to avoid the 7 deadly sins of online chatting. Not only does it suck to the extreme - it is incredibly annoying for others.

1. HAVING CAPS LOCK ON ALL THE TIME

It's okay if you're yelling/making a point/making a word stand out! Don't get me wrong. I do that. But all the time? Which sentence do you prefer:

Went back to school yesterday and it was like WOAH
WENT BACK TO SCHOOL YESTERDAY AND IT WAS LIKE WOAH

Stop it.

2. TyPiN LiKe DiS

I feel like my brain is wobbling when I have to read it! Also, doesn't it kinda take longer for you to talk like that anywho? It may look cool... to like, a 9 year old.

3. Typing with a x on the end

As much as i love my cousin, she does this. Every time she says something she puts x. So our conversations look like:

"Hey whats up?"
"Not much, yourself? x"
"Oh not much, college today. Kinda boring =P"
"Ohh how annoying x"
"You have a nice day?"
"Yeah been okay thanks x"

Not only is it terribly annoying, i look like a huge bitch for not doing the same thing!

4. txt tlk

I used to do this when i was younger, but I got out of the habit early on. I was quite young, 12 maybe? I now have to think about how text language is used, and what they would say. And i'm finding it harder and harder to read.

5. Being "Away" When you're not actually away!

It's just rude. Seriously. It's like you're choosing who you want to talk to. Something you can only get away with on the online world! it's seriously rude.

If you don't want to speak to them... block them! xD

6. Wheeeeeen peeeeeople eeeelaboraaaate what they're saying, like thisssssssss!

I do it a little... but i genuinely know some people who do it like with every sentence. It's not cool guys. It's annoying.

7. When people change their display name every 2 seconds

I don't really want to use the email address to identify you. Isn't that what MSN names is all about?

Can you think of any more sins of online chatting?

BAD WEDNESDAY. SUPER BAD! IT'S WORST! :(
My stomach-ache since this morning.
Can't even concentrate on my works.
Or can I say today is the worst day ever.
I had a bad day, bad stomach-ache day and also a bad hair day. x:
Okay, think today is not totally a bad day. xo

Do you know why I said so? I said so because life's a challenge.
There's still many more tragedy in my life that I have to face it. :O

FINE! NEVER MIND! I DON'T MIND!!! :)
I just hope tomorrow will be a better day for me and the ppl around me. Sigh.
Nobody is perfect so as same as things will never be perfect. lol

WHAT A BORING WEEKEND! :(
Sorry, these two days was too busy to update my blog :]
I feel so tired yesterday cos the whole day I stayed in the office till I finished all my paper works and yes, I have finished all my paper works. [:

Talk about today, the whole day I stayed at home and also the whole day I have been trying to change my blogskin and yes, I have gotten my new blogskin.

Oh, wait.. around 4pm, I accompanied my Grandma to Compass Point and I've brought her to Sakura for having lunch+dinner. :]
Today's LUNCH + DINNER was THAI CUISINE. awwww~

After came back from Compass Point, I've continued to finish up my blogskin and yes, finally, I have fulfilled my wishes and my craves today. I fulfilled both my wishes on the same day. GREATS... Lol~

Okay, think that's all for today. Night everyone.

Loves, MC

Facebook Over-Loaded! Lol~
Don't be as alarmed as I am..

There are 1000 friend requests on my FACEBOOK~
ohmaihatt... ohmaihatt... ohmaihatt...

To be honest, I really don't know where they are from! So sorry~

As much as I want to add everyone clocking thousands like many other people's facebook.. I just can't with the amount of privacy needed in my facebook purely for friends.. =) yes, real friends.. trusthworthy and nice ...

so if you really wanna be one of mine.. =P do type a short message to get some conversations going first okay?

I will appreciate it... Thank you!

Promise little and do much, please!
For every promise, there is a price to pay.

As you know, this is not the first time you break your promises.
And I admitted that half the promises people say were never kept, were never made.
I think, maybe I expect too much. *Sigh!!!
I hang up the phone with a sigh,

You promised me many things,
Somewhere those promises died,
And now your breaking my heart
With all your broken promises.

HOWEVER, YOU'RE FORGIVEN AND I'M A FORGIVER ♥