It's another Monday of the Month which I have to pass. It's still long way to go! As what i've always said "it's not what we seem to be. Everything just goes so wrong. Argh!!! I often say I must be positive, must be positive, but actually the mind and the heart doesn't connect to each other. Well, I should say I must want to do it. So from now onwards, I need to find some "time". It's quite important. Time is important! :(